Lunch time now and I'm supposed to be enjoying my lunch with my colleagues instead of blogging here and having a packet of roasted duck rice in front of me. I looked so pathetic now lo. Having lunch alone in the office in which the rest (having lunch at 1230) are working now. Today wasnt as smooth sailing and I'm beginning to feel restless alr, or rather the feeling has been lingering since the start of this week. I'm even wearing specs for work today! (realised how slack I am today). Seriously, I dun mind earning less, I just want to slack through my hols until the school term starts. Haiz... I'm leading a sad life now. I dread to work everyday. Joleen is leaving sooooooon, like tmr?? And that means that i would the one only standing among the old tempers. I want to leave also, but that is provided that Audris is willing to let me go. I understand that she needs my help at this point of time, especially when it is nearing to the end of the month. Audris has always been good to me, and i ought to stay. But the motivation to work is no longer there, how on earth am I supposed to survive in the office for the next 2 weeks??

As for now, the only motivation for me to work is to earn money and buy my dreammmm phone. BUT then again, I can well afford it if I leave early as well.. Haiz.. **confused mind**