PMS symptoms: may be both physical and emotional.
Physical symptoms as headache, migraine, fluid retention, fatigue, painful joints, backache, abdominal cramping, heart palpitations and weight gain.
Emotional and behavioral changes may include tension, irritability, mood swings, or crying spells

Boo.. I hate those few days of the month.

Sweating out is a good way of eliminating emo shit..

Just witnessed the IVP netball final, with NUS playing against NTU. Nus lost this year, and had to return the championship trophy back to ntu. I hate to say this, but ntu is indeed stronger than us this year. NUS could have put up a good fight as well but the loss of the 2 important players first is Shu ting then Liyana, is simply too much for the team. I would say, the game is half lost as the 2 of them departed from the game, with Shu ting suffering knee injury and Liyana has her head injured when she was knocked down. I’m wondering how the gals are coping with the loss and in fact, it affected me as well. It felt as though, I lost the game too, although I wasn’t in the team. I have never regretted my choice of quitting the team then, cos I know I would not be happy if I continued. Besides, I won’t be able to cope with my studies also. But the thought of ‘what if’ is always lingering around. What if I continued then?? Will I be a better player?? Will Miss Sng be able to bring me to a higher level of play?? I felt like a coward at times. What happened just now was that; I don’t even have the courage to go over and say hi to Miss Sng when she was alone at the bench. I let her down, I failed to give her a reply and have all the intentions to avoid the issue. I didn’t settle the issue properly and yes, I’m being immature for that and I ought to be ashamed of myself. When will I ever grow up?? Perhaps I have never wanted to grow up in the first place. How nice it is to stay forever as a child. At least, one will be free of worries and also, the study stress.. Hah, and look by saying all these, doesn’t it show out the immaturity side of me again?? Netball is no longer as pure as I used to think it is. All the politics behind is turning me away from Netball. But I know one thing for sure; I’ll never give up playing netball. The skills and experience that I'm enriched with for the past 8 years should not be wasted like that. I know I will no longer be able to play professional netball since the stress level is not something I can undertake. I just want to train with people that I always train with. I no longer want to venture out. U can say that I’m such a disappointment but I do hope, my decision is respected…

Finally the molecular biology test was over and since it’s over, I’m not going to comment anything about that. We skipped the biochem lecture after the paper to have lunch at the crystal jade. A long 4 hour break before the stats lecture. I forgotten how our PSLE grades became one of our conversation topics and apparently, my 210 was being looked down by the rest!! -_-“ Kind of regretted after I said it out. But oh well, I think I deserved the score since I have like activities everyday then. Athletics training on every mon and wed, library duty on every fri and sience club meeting on every thurs. Hahaha.. All that contributed to the lousy grades but I love those days still. =)

IT project discussion over at my house after our stats lecture. Okie.. At least we made some progressions but we still have a long way to go upon completion. Did the IT mini assignment on sat and I’m only left with the uploading of my webpage before calling it an end. Hahaha.. I will establish the link to my webpages next time. (And I think I’m really a mug!!) Watched the animated film, monster house with Kendrick also. And the only thought I have for that film is that all fatty boys look alike somehow and they love to do some exaggerated actions to attract attention. Hahaha..

And yes, finally I went to watch I now pronounce you Chuck and Larry and I understand about the triangle, circle and the hand sign that Thomas, Alvin and Shawn are doing. Funny show indeed and Adam Sandler is still as great!! Love his show!

End of slacking weekend...Ok... Back to work…

Life for the past few weeks just evolved around studying and doing assignment. Managed to take a little breather from studying during the study week and saw me going to NTU representing extremes and yes, not NUS for the friendly game. Meeting up with the club peeps was kind of good, just that for the attendance wise, errr.. still as bad. But nevertheless, given the few no-stamina us, I thought we still managed to put up a good fight against them. And seriously, 4 quarters of C was no joke. And this just tells me that I should take some time off from studying and go for a run. I can’t the stand the UNFIT me!!

Biochem test was up next after the study break. And I’m glad that it is over. The restudying of notes is tormenting and I can already imagine how hard it is to study for the next CA since nucleotide metabolism seemed to be more ‘chim’ than carbo and amino acids metabolism. Clearing of food health and stats written assignment come after the test. But the most pressuring of all is the 40% genetics test on the coming Friday. Hopefully, I can get a decent grade for that. And this is not the end yet. Deadline for the IT project is on the end of Oct and we haven’t start on our WebPages!! So, immediately after the test will see me busy with meeting up xiao tong and xiuyan for our IT project. … Busy.. busy.. busy…