ok.. i NEED a channel for me to vent my anger.. i got back my calculus paper todae, and i saw a damn freaking low score on my paper.. and my first reaction is like.. wat the f*ck man!! a paper that i'm quite confident with.. a paper i tout i might be able to score.. and it turned out to be likewise.. so, natural instinct, i tout it was juz plain carelessness on my part( since i'm well known to be the careless queen) so i looked thru my paper.. and hey.. that WASNT the reason.. 9 freaking marks were deducted from Q1( full mark is 12).. and that is like the simplest qn.. and the person who marked it gave this comment: u hav got all the ans rite, but pls show ur working. -!!!!!!- wat???!!! he penalised me for not showing workings when the qn is those kind one look, u noe the ans type... wat the hell man.. #@%&*?&*%$$@!@&* it's not as if u can copy the ans easily from the person sitting beside cos we took the exam in MPSH; tables are separated kind.. wat the f*ck la.. shouldnt uni be of a higher level in which u dun hav the show al the simple simple workings?? but NOW i realised how untrue it is.. u hav to show al the simplest workings and yes, this includes even 1+1=2.. mind u, if u dun write, 1 mark wil be gone.. oh man... i'm goin to shred the paper later.. and i mean it.. my mood was so affected by that..
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ok.. this marks the end of my anger, my sadness.. from this moment onwards, i'm not goin to brood over it again.. and i'm going to study hard and do well for the final yr paper.. i'm sure i'm able to do it...

& to uuuu.. haha.. i told u.. my ans is rite for tat qn.. rmb the sentence.. i stil tink i'm right.. haha.. -beam- =)


anyw, the netball selection is next wed.. i'm going to work hard and put in my best.. yupz.. at least even if i din get in, i wun regret.. wish mi luck~~

ca2 for natural heritage is bad.. they asked qn like; what are the ferns that are not found in singapore? 1) bird nest fern 2)dragon fern 3) elephant fern and the two other options i forgot..
duh.. so, i chose the none of the above option.. haha.. 40 min for 20 mcqs is simply not enough.. anyw, it was an open book test.. but STILL.. ok, shall stop thinking about it, mayb i did well.. hahaha.. who noes...

oh ya, have been playing this interfac game( netball of cos, what else whould i be playing), and we are goin to the final!! yay!! so much for the joy cos we are meeting arts in the final.. in which they are like damn strong.. strongest opppnent ever!! but.. we are strong as well.. freshie UNITES.. haha..

ok, i better start doin my lab reports for molecular genetics.. need to rush out 2 by mon.. wish mi luck...

i realise... i'm gettin more and more stupid as day goes....

if there's such a word "better", then what is gd??
if there's such a word "best", then what is better??





so...(in conclusion)... NO ONE is satisfied with his/her current status.. or rather, this is what i think cos i'm one of them..

i'm feelin damn lousy now.. i din play well during trg juz now.. my stamina sucks.. my current stamina can onli last mi for like few min of real defence, attack and drive, and tat is not even half of a quarter.. everytin is juz not workin.. i feel out of touch.. and who can i blame other than myself.. i'm the one who requested the break from extremes(my club), i'm the one who chose not to play for the pesta sukan carnival, and i'm the one who chose to slack and not do my run regularly.. and as a result, all my skills, drive are gone.. the current mi is not goin to get into the team... by end of the mth, coach wil cut down the no. of players to 19 and we hav like 30 odd currently.. i hope i'm one of them.. i really hope so...


and.. i din do well for my biochem.. =(

i survived thru the 1.5hr calculus ca, or rather i hope, i did.. heh. heh.. wasnt as tough as i expected.. so oh well, juz hope that i'l do well for tat.. tml is the biochem test.. arrrrgh.. kind of dread it, cos i'm expecting a lot of application qns in which it's not goin to be easy.. juz l-o-o-k at the tutorial qn and u wil noe.. hasnt touch anytin related to biochem since sat.. al the Km, Vmax.. M-M eqn, lysozyme, amino acids structure.. please come back to mi!! and of cos, i'm not goin to like revise al my work now cos i'm really tired and oso, i've 4hr to study b4 the test.. i suppose it's enough(or i hope..)

trg starts tml!! -finally- i'm goin to start trg hard again!! and my world once again, wil evolve ard studies and netball!! jia you ba!! =)

1 wk of term has gone juz like tt... wondering wat hav i done.. hmmm.. played a 5 quarters game with nyp, done my molecular genetics lab report in 5hrs(equivalent to sitting down in front of the com for 5hr straight), study for both my calculus and biochem test, gone down to nus for the selection of IFG, visit the underwater world and dolphin lagoon...
talkin abt the trip to sentosa... woah~~~ so fun la.. haha.. took lotsa of pic there and of cos, including myself in the pic other than those sea creatures.. those upsidedown jellyfish, decorator crab, sea angels are realli cute.. and and and not to forget the pink+grey dolphin!! their performance is damn great la.. but somehow i feel tat the 13 bucks snapshot with the dolphin is a bit.. errrr... cheatin those tourist's $$.. no wonder the tourism industry is makin big bucks every yr.. haha..
okok... i'l upload the photos i took sooon.. i better go pack my bag now.. tata...