Tuesday, May 15, 2007
==♫♪♫♪♫♫== 11:26 PM
My colourgenics profile..
You are trying to establish yourself and make an impact despite the fact that everything around you seems to be against you - putting up barriers, but don't be unduly concerned: you have the right ideas and come what may, they will soon be manifested and appreciated.
I'm always concerned about establishing myself in a positive way when people evaluate about me so I thought it doesn't really matter if everything around me is against me or going in my way. You are lazy - you dream of a peaceful, calm, uncluttered and uncomplicated life. Your ideal would be to share a permanent base with some person or persons who would be able to demonstrate on-going love, peace and security.
I supposed, lazy is too much of a negative word to be used. And dreaming of peaceful, calm, uncluttered and uncomplicated life shouldn't associate one as being lazy. Anyway, calm and uncomplicated life does not sound appealing to me. Instead, I would hope that my life is more unpredictable and full of surprises. Of course, I would want to share a common base with the person so that there wouldn't be any unnecessary clash at any time and the person being able to demonstrate on-going love, peace and security is a must. Who doesn't pin for that?You honestly believe that your hopes and ideas are realistic, but there seems to be no one around to give you the necessary reassurance and encouragement. You are egocentric. You believe that you are always 'right' - well maybe you are but you have a short fuse and are likely to take offence for the slightest reason.
I do have friends around me to give me the necessary assurance and encouragement but unfortunately, that wasn't what I really wanted. I yearned for praise and compliments, especially at work. Yes, I am egocentric and I thought that is the main characteristic of being a leo. It's true that I always believe that I'm right, but over the years of having to do project works and stuffs, I have learnt to take objections and suggestions for my ideas for I know that this is one of growing processes to master so as to become a leader. You are feeling trapped by the situation as it stands at this time and what is more, you feel powerless to remedy it. You are stressful, angry and disgruntled. You feel that everything that you try to do to change the situation is thwarted and your hopes and aspirations all seem to be receding into the ever distant future. You have reached the state where you now doubt whether your dreams will ever be achieved and this is not only causing mental stress but heartache. You need to get away from it all - you need to have time to think, to recuperate, to be able to make your own decisions.
Indeed, I have yet to find a solution for the situation I am currently in. But I'm truly aware of my capability and I believed, I would be able to break out of the barriers that I stupidly self create. You are trying to build up your own position and you resist all external influences. You insist that you are your own person and you will not tolerate any outside interference. Decisive and proud, you are true managerial material.
It's still early to make any conclusion.