Bok has left the club officially. This time for good. Anything that happened to the club now is none of his business. I thought I would be happy that he is gone as all the scoldings and nonsense from him will be gone as well. But apparently, I'm not. As much as I don't like him, the tiny bit of respect for him is always there. He is the one who taught me how to play netball. He is the one who brought me into the netball field. And I will never forget that. But this time round, his action really disgusted me and that tiny bit of respect is gone. He dumped the team when we needed him the most. This time round, the first team is playing in Div 1. DIV 1!! It's going to be a tough league this year. He shouldn't have brought us to win the champion in div 2 last year if he's going to leave just like that. Hah, how responsible and considerate of him. Chun di has taken over the club. She must be feeling damn stress now with so many things bombarding her at the same time. The A division is still ongoing, the ite netball team needs her as the POL-ITE games are coming, extremes trainings needs her and we are sending not 1 but 2 teams for this national league with the second team in div 3. Hope she is coping well. Poor thing. All thanks to some responsible people. I know she is vexed, and I promise I won't give her any problems for the time being. Yes, that means I will stop requesting to go down to the second team. I'll be good and stay in the first team.

Anyway, I went down for aj training after mahjong session in tong's place. I bet the sun really love me a lot. The past few days have been drizzling at around 4 plus. But on friday, knowing that I'll be training outdoor, the sun came out. arrrrgh.. I love the warmth that it provides but at the same time, I hate the impact it left on me. So, I'm having a love-hate relationship with the sun. Booo..

Was quite upset about something that happened during the trainings. I know those words weren't intentional, but I'm still quite bothered by it. I guess I'll just need to train up on my stamina (top priority) and brush up my skill.